I'm excited...
exept for the delay - -"
I'm going to houston to visit my best friend.
but to tell you the truth i'm more excited for disneyland :p
she's gonna kill me if she knew hahahah :D
thank God for the break :)
<3
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
NOW & THEN
Another busy week *sigh* I wish I have a pause button for life.
Have you ever think about “the what ifs, the shoulda coulda woulda?”
I do it all the time in my head
I wish for the what ifs
Waiting, anticipating the Disney moment: when dreams come true!
I actually just wanted things that I don’t have… I can’t have; the not yets, the never wills.
As cliché as it is: Things happen for a reason.
The road that I took make me who I am today and Now is definitely better than Then :)
As much as I hate the ride, I can’t say I never enjoyed it.
And no matter how long the ride goes, I know I’m fueled up with love and my destination is worth it!
“You go before me
You shield my way
Your hands uphold me
I know You love me”
*blushed*
Have you ever think about “the what ifs, the shoulda coulda woulda?”
I do it all the time in my head
I wish for the what ifs
Waiting, anticipating the Disney moment: when dreams come true!
I actually just wanted things that I don’t have… I can’t have; the not yets, the never wills.
As cliché as it is: Things happen for a reason.
The road that I took make me who I am today and Now is definitely better than Then :)
As much as I hate the ride, I can’t say I never enjoyed it.
And no matter how long the ride goes, I know I’m fueled up with love and my destination is worth it!
“You go before me
You shield my way
Your hands uphold me
I know You love me”
*blushed*
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
In Denial; Big Time!
I’m addicted to Korean “reality” show: We Got Married <3>
The show actually successfully make me wanna get married :p
I put “reality” on quote because the couples just have that married title on the show, but out of the show they’re “strangers.” But nobody can deny the power of quality time how it actually draws people together.
Attachment. Addiction. It’s dangerous game.
Confession: I was in the game. Attached. Addicted. The whole package.
I talked myself out just to stay in the game. Even when I know it’s just a game. Nothing real, except for my feelings.
It hurts to stay. It hurts to stop playing.
I couldn’t talk to anyone because I was embarrassed and I know how wrong I am, I don’t need anyone telling me that, again.
Back to “We Got Married,” after a while all the couples get a chance to re-evaluate their “marriage.” If one of the party says no then the marriage’s off. There’s this one couple who’s predicted as the most likely a-couple, they decided to call it off. Both of’em. Surprisingly. It was a tear-full episode but it’s for the best.
You see, when things become real, you know you have to get out of the game. Because the game is not real.
God knows. He sees, He listens and He’s there. So He talked me out of it. He got me out of the game.
I need reality as much as I hate it.
I need God to walk me through reality.
And I thank God for friends who tell me what I need to hear not what I want to hear. *blushed*
The show actually successfully make me wanna get married :p
I put “reality” on quote because the couples just have that married title on the show, but out of the show they’re “strangers.” But nobody can deny the power of quality time how it actually draws people together.
Attachment. Addiction. It’s dangerous game.
Confession: I was in the game. Attached. Addicted. The whole package.
I talked myself out just to stay in the game. Even when I know it’s just a game. Nothing real, except for my feelings.
It hurts to stay. It hurts to stop playing.
I couldn’t talk to anyone because I was embarrassed and I know how wrong I am, I don’t need anyone telling me that, again.
Back to “We Got Married,” after a while all the couples get a chance to re-evaluate their “marriage.” If one of the party says no then the marriage’s off. There’s this one couple who’s predicted as the most likely a-couple, they decided to call it off. Both of’em. Surprisingly. It was a tear-full episode but it’s for the best.
You see, when things become real, you know you have to get out of the game. Because the game is not real.
God knows. He sees, He listens and He’s there. So He talked me out of it. He got me out of the game.
I need reality as much as I hate it.
I need God to walk me through reality.
And I thank God for friends who tell me what I need to hear not what I want to hear. *blushed*
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Me, Myself and I
Just wanna share what made me blush this week:
It's monday. While i was driving off work, listening to K-LOVE as usual, Lisa Williams was giving intro to the song "Empty me" by Chris Sligh. This was her words, "How can we be fill with God if we're so full of ourselves?"
s I n, p r I d e, I...
Chorus:
"Empty me of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds to
Lord empty me of me so i can be Filled with you"
It's monday. While i was driving off work, listening to K-LOVE as usual, Lisa Williams was giving intro to the song "Empty me" by Chris Sligh. This was her words, "How can we be fill with God if we're so full of ourselves?"
s I n, p r I d e, I...
Chorus:
"Empty me of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds to
Lord empty me of me so i can be Filled with you"
me + GOD = *blushed*
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Pilot
"If apostle Paul is still alive right now, he probably be bloggin."
so i thought i blog :)
about Him who never fail to make me *blush*
so i thought i blog :)
about Him who never fail to make me *blush*
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