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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

the Not so Secret ;)

Starbucks:
Cap'n Crunch (Not on the menu) but it is requestable :)
It tastes exactly like the cereal
It is actually Strawberry's cream frappuccino with toffee nut & java chip

Jamba juice:
White gummy (as in gummy bear); also red gummy
Pink Starburst
Amazingly tastes exactly like it :p

Gchat non-listed emoticons:
>.< = WINCE
+/'\ = COWBELL
}:-) = DEVIL
V.v.V = CRAB
:() = MONKEY
:(:) = PIG
< / 3 = BROKEN HEART
:-x or :* = KISS
: { = MOUSTACHE
:'( = CRYING
[:] = ROBOT
~@~ = POO

ENJOY :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

God is cheering for you!!!

By Max Lucado

If your God is Mighty enough to ignite the sun, could it be that He is mighty enough to light your path?
God is for you. Not "may be," not "has been," not "was," not "would be," but "God is!" He is for you. Today. At this hour. At this minute. As you read this sentence. No need to wait in line or come back tomorrow. He is with you. He could not be closer than he is at this second. His loyalty won't increase if you are better nor lessen if you are worse. He is for you.
God is for you. Turn to the sidelines; that's God cheering your run.
Look past the finish line; that's God applauding your steps. Listen for him in the bleachers, shouting your name. Too tired to continue? He'll carry you. Too discouraged to fight? He's picking you up. God is for you.
God is for you. Had he a calendar, your birthday would be circled. If he drove a car, your name would be on his bumper. If there's a tree in heaven, he's carved your name in the bark. We know he has a tattoo, and we know what it says. "I have written your name on my hand," he declares (Isa. 49:16).

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Update

People are leaving, what's new *sighhh*
Yup, my roomate is leaving in 3 weeks :(
My other friend is leaving for good on july
My bff is leaving on december
and so i think maybe this time it's my time too...
I don't know...

I cry myself to sleep last night, asking-pleading God to just let me know what He wants me to do next. The time is so near it scares me... I'm not doing my part to extend my h1b while the time i supposed to do it is NOW! I wanted to wait. I want to wait. For I know that He is always on-time. And so i thought the time is NOW. NOW is the deadline. But all i hear was silence.

I remembered hearing klove sometimes last week about how you know when God's talking to you, how you hear God's voice. I heard bunch of different stories, one that i remembered was this guy sitting on his truck about to use drugs but then God intervered. He said it was like a voice in his heart and life been different ever since. I went to ALCF for their Night of Worship last week and one of the testimony was also about God intervering with lifes and lifes change.

But what about me? How come i haven't heard anything yet God?
Sometimes i wonder if i already know the answer and i'm just afraid to go with it.

The easier life would be staying here, apart from it's hard being away from my parents of course. But here, it seems like my life is set. Yea sure, i'm doing the same routine boring things, but that what makes it so easy.

For good - i have no idea what i'm gonna do
the only happy thoughts is that i'll be with my parents
for all that i know, it won't be the same as having a vacation back
for me it'll be all downgrade
my independence-y of doing things, it'll be gone :(

so i think about it over and over and over, am i stupid or what? to choose the more uncertain path? the downgrade one?! i don't know...

He didn't tell me what He wanted me to do, but He did tell me: "I'll be with you" so that is how i come up with the decision to go back this year. I think...

The sermon last sunday:
Our God is a creative God and He loves us so much that He's willing to change His mind on us that is when we decide or when we want to do other things. He's willing to work with us. And that no matter how wrong the road that we take/took; He can change it. Bad to good. Death to life. Left to Right. Jesus loves me, i just need to trust that. I always think the bad that could happen and because i hated that thing or i'm weak at that; i think God will purposely, intendedly gives me that. Even if He did though, it's not to watch me suffer but because He loves me.

I did ask Him to give me peace so i can live joyfully. and i think He did answered that one through sunday's sermon.
God: "It doesn't matter, na."
Afterall, He did answer...

*blushed*