Excited >.<

It's 3 days before orlando :)

To be honest i'm pretty stress... but then i decided to just let it out and be honest... so i shared my concern with my friends and i think i feel better now :) thank you God...

I'm going to be MC this friday, I knew i wanted to share about miss california, so i did a little research on the articles after miss USA.

So here's what i found:

"I learned that God has a bigger crown than any man can give you," she said.

"I don't take back what I said," she told Lauer, adding that she "had spoken from my heart, from my beliefs and for my God."

"It's not about being politically correct," she said. "For me, it's about being biblically correct."

*blushed*

Another Freebbiesss

april 27 -> KFC grilled chicken
april 28 -> El Pollo Loco

WAH! i'm definitely going to try those :p

I'm super excited for my vacation next week to orlando... :)
but at the same time kinda nervous... :/
but God will be with us, so it's all good!

Have a blessed week everyone...

"Say hey, it’s a good day
Even if things aren’t going my way
Jesus is Lord and I am saved
So, say hey, it’s a good day"

FREEBIES :)

I Love freebies and deals and coupons hahahh :D
On my agenda:
april 21 -> ben n jerry free scoop
april 22 -> 8 pieces of chicken at popeyes for 4.99
april 29 -> baskin n robbins .31

I went to get my cherry garcia last night... and the line wasn't that bad compared to last year :)
YAY!!! free ice cream on a hot day!

Flip side:
I got my laptop for FREE as a birthday gift from my beloved friends about 2 years ago
I was happy and content about it because it's free :)
I got it for free but my friends actually paid for it
For every FREE stuff that we get, it's an EXPENSE for others

I got reminded on this quote saying that our salvation is FREE but it ain't cheap!
Jesus paid for our sin with His life so that we can be free

*blushed*
free stuff = hidden love

INVU

I got the opportunity accompanying my friend this weekend to look at wedding dresses.
Man! she looked super pretty :D
I really wanna try it on too but then i feel wierd...
I hope i can wear one someday :)

If you're waiting like me, i just wanna share some quotes from my bible study leader's blog. This is what she said when she waited for God's best!
"I am worth waiting for. Through Jesus’ strength, I can stand firm, unwavering, as I wait for God’s best."

Highlight of the week:
last night was the miss usa pageant.
Miss CA was asked this controversial question regarding gay marriage.
I almost positive she's going to state her support for gay marriage...
but she'd surprised me with her answer. She said according to what she believes that the marriage should be between man and woman. :) *props to you miss CA* you just made me blush :)

Even though her answer might jeopardize her winning but God was smiling last night when she answered that. She came in number 2. I thought she would've gotten number 5 because of her answer :9 so yayyyyy!!! to miss CA :)

Lesson:
I often trying to seek approval of men that i give in to the pattern of this world :(

Galatians 1:10 (New International Version)
10Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ.

Blessed Assurance

Jeremiah 29:11 (New International Version)
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Savior, Please

-John Wilson

Savior, please take my hand
I work so hard, I live so fast
This life begins, and then it ends
And I do the best that I can, but I don't know how long I'll last

I try to be so tough
But I'm just not strong enough I can't do this alone,
God I need You to hold on to me
I try to be good enough
But I'm nothing without Your love
Savior, please keep saving me

Savior, please help me stand
I fall so hard, I fade so fast
Will You begin right where I end
And be the God of all I am because You're all that I have

I try to be so tough
But I'm just not strong enough
I can't do this alone, God I need You to hold on to me
I try to be good enough
But I'm nothing without Your love
Savior, please keep saving me

Hallelujah
Everything You are to me
Is everything I'll ever need
And I am learning to believe
That I don't have to prove a thing
'Cause You're the one who's saving me

*blushed*

Let go and Let God!

Today is supposedly miso’s b’day :)
Yayyy! Happy b’day miso :)
A lil introduction: miso is my bunny, I have him for about 4 years now :)

Today, I got reminded on this verse through my morning devotion:
"'For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,'" declares the Lord. 'As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.'" Isaiah 55:8-9 (NIV)

About three years ago, miso fell and he fractured his bone. I took him to the doctor, and the doctor pretty much said that it was the end of him. The doctor gave me pain killers and a week to decide what to do with him. I definitely don’t want to put him to sleep but at the same time my heart just can’t bear seeing him hurting. And me, of course with my “fear of loosing” and my attachment to him, I cried like crazy, my friends were trying to console me. But thank God, God gave me extraordinary bunny and extraordinary friends. He survived through that, I don’t know how. I don’t know why.

I always wanted to be a story, and I thank God for giving me this story to remember. I realize that many times I have asked God for miracles to happen in my life but not once I want to be in that miserable hopeless state again.

However, I think I am now in that state
I am in that place again
confuse+worry+scared :(
I am super scared but excited for Your miracle...
Help me to hold on to Your promise...

me + GOD = *blushed*

I dreamed a dream

I came across this lady: Susan Boyle from Brittain's got talent!
She's amazing and her voice just brought tears in my eyes.
She deserves the three yes-es from the judges.

It's a lesson for everyone: don't judge the book by its cover.
Everyone was laughing at her at first, but at the end of the performance noone who wasn't in awe. she got a standing ovation.

You should check her out on youtube :)

1 Samuel 16:7 (New International Version)
7 But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

*blushed*