Let go and Let God!

Today is supposedly miso’s b’day :)
Yayyy! Happy b’day miso :)
A lil introduction: miso is my bunny, I have him for about 4 years now :)

Today, I got reminded on this verse through my morning devotion:
"'For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,'" declares the Lord. 'As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.'" Isaiah 55:8-9 (NIV)

About three years ago, miso fell and he fractured his bone. I took him to the doctor, and the doctor pretty much said that it was the end of him. The doctor gave me pain killers and a week to decide what to do with him. I definitely don’t want to put him to sleep but at the same time my heart just can’t bear seeing him hurting. And me, of course with my “fear of loosing” and my attachment to him, I cried like crazy, my friends were trying to console me. But thank God, God gave me extraordinary bunny and extraordinary friends. He survived through that, I don’t know how. I don’t know why.

I always wanted to be a story, and I thank God for giving me this story to remember. I realize that many times I have asked God for miracles to happen in my life but not once I want to be in that miserable hopeless state again.

However, I think I am now in that state
I am in that place again
confuse+worry+scared :(
I am super scared but excited for Your miracle...
Help me to hold on to Your promise...

me + GOD = *blushed*