More than words :)
*blushed*
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Don't worry, be happy
*Gasp!* is the end of september
that means i HAVE TO wake up - -"
as usual i'm never ready - -"
anyway,
We're just starting to use the One month to live book on one of my bible study
On the 1st chapter we're doing self assesment-sort of :o)
1st part for people to review on you and the 2nd one is for you to review yourself.
I'm kinda dissapointed on myself on the people review. It seems like i haven't really been doing things that really matter T.T and i didn't get my priority right.
At the end of the assesment, they asked us to put 5 things we wanna do if we only have 1 month to live and we have to start doing 1 of those things this week :) so one of my commitment is "I choose to be happier" :']
It's been a while since i feel happy :(
Things are not going my way :( and maybe they never will :(
It's really hard to accept things you don't like and to let go things you do like :(
(notice on the number of :( T.T and - -" -> you'll know that i'm not happy)
So the application is: for me to journal on the things that i should be thankful for instead of looking at the negatives and start complaining like i always do :(
so here it it is:
Sept 17'09 - I thank God for my bible study: for the reminder, encouragement and accountability :)
Sept 18'09 - I thank God because He never give up on me, I thank God for a treasured-friendship :) <3 yossi and ci en2
Sept 19'09 - I thank God for Houston trip and being able to enjoy good food. I thank God for puting a smile on my face :) throughout the trip!
Sept 20'09 - I thank God for CALIFORNIA's weather, it's trully the best :p
Sept 21'09 - I thank God for the power and strength You've given so I can survive the monday at work :p
Sept 22'09 - I thank God for showering me enough love and grace to deal with unpleasant situation/ difficult people :p
Sept 23'09 - I thank God for God's protection and presence unto Pho2's life. She is 83 years old today :)
Sept 24'09 - I thank God for giving me enough energy to move and to stay WAY pass my bed time :p
Sept 25'09 - I thank God that I can spent time with ci en2 today despite all the moving-hectic :)
Sept 26'09 - I thank God :) for ci jenny :) + nahing + ci en2. I thank God for the wonderful and the super majestic view, You are trully an awesome awesome God! (i'll post the pictures of our trip one of these days :)) *tears of joy*
Sept 27'09 - I thank God for Your presence in my life :) i'm really sad with the goodbye, really tired with the moving and nearly breakdown after miso's cage :( but I thank God for holding me up in all situations :)
Sept 28'09 - I thank God for You always watch over me :) through little things, You show that you care. 1 Peter 5:7 :) Thank God for the shopping cart :p
Sept 29'09 - I thank God for my lil' chat with Fonda, we both agree that we need to do more praying :) and also thank God for the time we can spend time with Irene before she went back to indo
Sept 30'09 - Thank God that today is pay-day :p :) Thank you for providing my needs.
Notice the number of :)?
*blushed*
that means i HAVE TO wake up - -"
as usual i'm never ready - -"
anyway,
We're just starting to use the One month to live book on one of my bible study
On the 1st chapter we're doing self assesment-sort of :o)
1st part for people to review on you and the 2nd one is for you to review yourself.
I'm kinda dissapointed on myself on the people review. It seems like i haven't really been doing things that really matter T.T and i didn't get my priority right.
At the end of the assesment, they asked us to put 5 things we wanna do if we only have 1 month to live and we have to start doing 1 of those things this week :) so one of my commitment is "I choose to be happier" :']
It's been a while since i feel happy :(
Things are not going my way :( and maybe they never will :(
It's really hard to accept things you don't like and to let go things you do like :(
(notice on the number of :( T.T and - -" -> you'll know that i'm not happy)
So the application is: for me to journal on the things that i should be thankful for instead of looking at the negatives and start complaining like i always do :(
so here it it is:
Sept 17'09 - I thank God for my bible study: for the reminder, encouragement and accountability :)
Sept 18'09 - I thank God because He never give up on me, I thank God for a treasured-friendship :) <3 yossi and ci en2
Sept 19'09 - I thank God for Houston trip and being able to enjoy good food. I thank God for puting a smile on my face :) throughout the trip!
Sept 20'09 - I thank God for CALIFORNIA's weather, it's trully the best :p
Sept 21'09 - I thank God for the power and strength You've given so I can survive the monday at work :p
Sept 22'09 - I thank God for showering me enough love and grace to deal with unpleasant situation/ difficult people :p
Sept 23'09 - I thank God for God's protection and presence unto Pho2's life. She is 83 years old today :)
Sept 24'09 - I thank God for giving me enough energy to move and to stay WAY pass my bed time :p
Sept 25'09 - I thank God that I can spent time with ci en2 today despite all the moving-hectic :)
Sept 26'09 - I thank God :) for ci jenny :) + nahing + ci en2. I thank God for the wonderful and the super majestic view, You are trully an awesome awesome God! (i'll post the pictures of our trip one of these days :)) *tears of joy*
Sept 27'09 - I thank God for Your presence in my life :) i'm really sad with the goodbye, really tired with the moving and nearly breakdown after miso's cage :( but I thank God for holding me up in all situations :)
Sept 28'09 - I thank God for You always watch over me :) through little things, You show that you care. 1 Peter 5:7 :) Thank God for the shopping cart :p
Sept 29'09 - I thank God for my lil' chat with Fonda, we both agree that we need to do more praying :) and also thank God for the time we can spend time with Irene before she went back to indo
Sept 30'09 - Thank God that today is pay-day :p :) Thank you for providing my needs.
Notice the number of :)?
*blushed*
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wake me up when september ends...
Hehehehehe :)
The weather is starting to drop. It was raining sunday night and it's been cool/cold since. I'm gonna blame it to the weather for making me lazy - -" to do anything, if i could i would stay in bed all day! :) I think the weather has made everyone feeling under the weather, yeah everyone excepts me...
My roomate is not feeling well yesterday she had a fever, she's getting better later on the day but i'm scared that this morning she might feel sick again. Morning is like the worst for sick-people! >.<
My baby maxie is sick :( baby, aunty miss hugging you and kissing you and playing with you :) I hope you get well real soon :) Praying for your speedy recovery :) I miss your eye-smile! :)
So, I have always wanted to be sick, to just spend my sick day! I know, i know you probably think i'm crazy - -" hehehehehe but the matter of a fact is: I rarely sick. I guess I have to thank God for that. I never been sick enough to appreciate health :( I'm sorry Lord for taking things for granted.
Reminder:
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
*blushed*
The weather is starting to drop. It was raining sunday night and it's been cool/cold since. I'm gonna blame it to the weather for making me lazy - -" to do anything, if i could i would stay in bed all day! :) I think the weather has made everyone feeling under the weather, yeah everyone excepts me...
My roomate is not feeling well yesterday she had a fever, she's getting better later on the day but i'm scared that this morning she might feel sick again. Morning is like the worst for sick-people! >.<
My baby maxie is sick :( baby, aunty miss hugging you and kissing you and playing with you :) I hope you get well real soon :) Praying for your speedy recovery :) I miss your eye-smile! :)
So, I have always wanted to be sick, to just spend my sick day! I know, i know you probably think i'm crazy - -" hehehehehe but the matter of a fact is: I rarely sick. I guess I have to thank God for that. I never been sick enough to appreciate health :( I'm sorry Lord for taking things for granted.
Reminder:
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
*blushed*
Friday, September 11, 2009
911
So my parents were flying back today, we sent them to SFO last night...
I miss'em so much already T.T
I had shared with yossi, that I'm not a superstitious person or anything like that but somehow knowing that they're flying on Sept 11, worries me... :( She said to me: "Jangan mau diboongin iblis!" She's kind enough to check up on me at 12am my time, meaning it's 2am her place *hugsss* :)
I thank God for words of comfort that i received today through devotional, through friends and even through the writing on a wall :) and if you are foolish-ly worry like me, I want to share these encouraging words:
"Lord, please remind me; that there's nothing that are going to happen today that You and I together cannot handle." -> the writing on the wall
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. --> klove on the way to work
"This is the day the LORD has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it" (Psalm 118:24). --> today's devotion
Today is the day - Lincoln Brewster
I`m casting my cares aside
I`m leaving my past behind
I`m setting my heart and mind on You, Jesus
I`m reaching my hand to Yours
Believing there`s so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good, is good
Chorus:
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m trusting in what You say
Today is the day
I putting my fears aside
I`m leaving my doubts behind
I`m giving my hopes and dreams to You, Jesus
I`m reaching my hands to Yours
Believing there`s so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good, Is good
Chorus:
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m trusting in what You say
Today is the day
I will stand upon Your truth.
(I will stand upon Your truth)
And all my days I`ll live for You
(And all my days I`ll live...)
Chorus:
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m giving you my fears and sorrows
Where you lead me I will follow
I'm trusting in what you say
Today is the day!
He had to convinced me 3-times because i'm so weak
I'm sorry Tuhan Yesus :(
*blushed* <3
I miss'em so much already T.T
I had shared with yossi, that I'm not a superstitious person or anything like that but somehow knowing that they're flying on Sept 11, worries me... :( She said to me: "Jangan mau diboongin iblis!" She's kind enough to check up on me at 12am my time, meaning it's 2am her place *hugsss* :)
I thank God for words of comfort that i received today through devotional, through friends and even through the writing on a wall :) and if you are foolish-ly worry like me, I want to share these encouraging words:
"Lord, please remind me; that there's nothing that are going to happen today that You and I together cannot handle." -> the writing on the wall
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. --> klove on the way to work
"This is the day the LORD has made; we will rejoice and be glad in it" (Psalm 118:24). --> today's devotion
Today is the day - Lincoln Brewster
I`m casting my cares aside
I`m leaving my past behind
I`m setting my heart and mind on You, Jesus
I`m reaching my hand to Yours
Believing there`s so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good, is good
Chorus:
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m trusting in what You say
Today is the day
I putting my fears aside
I`m leaving my doubts behind
I`m giving my hopes and dreams to You, Jesus
I`m reaching my hands to Yours
Believing there`s so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good, Is good
Chorus:
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m trusting in what You say
Today is the day
I will stand upon Your truth.
(I will stand upon Your truth)
And all my days I`ll live for You
(And all my days I`ll live...)
Chorus:
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
And I won`t worry about tomorrow
I`m giving you my fears and sorrows
Where you lead me I will follow
I'm trusting in what you say
Today is the day!
He had to convinced me 3-times because i'm so weak
I'm sorry Tuhan Yesus :(
*blushed* <3
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
FEARLESS
Count to Eight (Woe, Be Gone)
by Max Lucado
"We have here only five loaves and two fish." (Matt. 14:17)
How do you suppose Jesus felt about the basket inventory? Any chance he might have wanted them to include the rest of the possibilities? Involve all the options? Do you think he was hoping someone might count to eight?
"Well, let's see. We have five loaves, two fish...and Jesus!" Jesus Christ. The same Jesus who told us:
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. (Luke 11:19 NIV)
If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. (John 15:7 NIV)
What ever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. (Mark 11:24 NIV)
Standing next to the disciples was the solution to their problems...but they didn't go to him. They stopped their count at seven and worried.
What about you? Are you counting to seven, or to eight?
Here are eight worry stoppers to expand your tally:
Pray, first. "Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him...(I Peter 5:7 AMP)
Easy now. Slow down. "Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him (Ps. 37:7).
Act on it. The moment a concern surfaces, deal with it. Don't dwell on it. Head off worries before they get the best of you. Be a doer, not a stewer.
Compile a worry list. Over a period of days record your anxious thoughts. Then review them. How many of them turned into a reality?
Evaluate your worry categories. Detect recurring areas of preoccupation that may become obsessions. Pray specifically about them.
Focus on today. God meets daily needs daily. He will give you what you need when it is needed.
Unleash a worry army. Share your feelings with a few loved ones. Ask them to pray with and for you.
Let God be enough. "Your heavenly Father already knows all your needs. Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need." (Matt. 6:32-33 NLT).
Eight steps. Pray, first. Easy, now. Act on it. Compile a worry list.Evaluate your worry categories. Focus on today. Unleash a worry army. Let God be enough.
P-E-A-C-E-F-U-L
*blushed*
by Max Lucado
"We have here only five loaves and two fish." (Matt. 14:17)
How do you suppose Jesus felt about the basket inventory? Any chance he might have wanted them to include the rest of the possibilities? Involve all the options? Do you think he was hoping someone might count to eight?
"Well, let's see. We have five loaves, two fish...and Jesus!" Jesus Christ. The same Jesus who told us:
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. (Luke 11:19 NIV)
If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. (John 15:7 NIV)
What ever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. (Mark 11:24 NIV)
Standing next to the disciples was the solution to their problems...but they didn't go to him. They stopped their count at seven and worried.
What about you? Are you counting to seven, or to eight?
Here are eight worry stoppers to expand your tally:
Pray, first. "Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him...(I Peter 5:7 AMP)
Easy now. Slow down. "Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him (Ps. 37:7).
Act on it. The moment a concern surfaces, deal with it. Don't dwell on it. Head off worries before they get the best of you. Be a doer, not a stewer.
Compile a worry list. Over a period of days record your anxious thoughts. Then review them. How many of them turned into a reality?
Evaluate your worry categories. Detect recurring areas of preoccupation that may become obsessions. Pray specifically about them.
Focus on today. God meets daily needs daily. He will give you what you need when it is needed.
Unleash a worry army. Share your feelings with a few loved ones. Ask them to pray with and for you.
Let God be enough. "Your heavenly Father already knows all your needs. Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need." (Matt. 6:32-33 NLT).
Eight steps. Pray, first. Easy, now. Act on it. Compile a worry list.Evaluate your worry categories. Focus on today. Unleash a worry army. Let God be enough.
P-E-A-C-E-F-U-L
*blushed*
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