News Update

Whoa! it's the end of august already - -"
so fast... as usual, i'm not ready :(
for things that has happened or yet to happen, i'm never ready... why na...? :(

update (warning: it's a long one :p):
1. my parent're here :)
Thank God for His protection for my family :)
we sorta had our lil' talk and i'm still sensing their disagreement esp. my mom's and it just made me really sad and frustrated. Still no news from the lawyer :( has made it harder for me to plan my next step. Help me God... what dissapoints me is that She always has the talk about God' will and "Berkat Tuhanlah yang menjadikan kaya, susah payah tidak menambahinya." Amsal 10 : 22 If so then what's the matter with going back in indo. I know, I know that it breaks her heart because i didn't leave up to her expection and i feel bad for being rebellious :( because most of my friends, they did what their parents want them to do. I just want to be understood, is it too much to aks? Plus my dad said that He doesn't know how much time he have left, I know, i know life is in God's hand but as much as i can i wanna spend my time with him. I just, I can't do this myself :'( Help me God... as much as i'm angry i love them, i really do. Otherwise i won't be this frustrated...
2. my dear cousin was married last saturday, glad to hear that he's happy.
with all of the things that happened between us, i feel that he's like a brother i have never had. because we argue, a lot! :D we had our fights, but we care deep down about each other. I'm gonna miss him... :(
3. one of my uncle in indo got diagnose with cancer, it makes me really sad :(
He's a believer and his kids all grown-up with family of their own, but still i can't imagine how sad/hard the news is for them... even for me :'( the doctor had suggested to do an operation, but he doesn't wanna do it, because the sensei(chinese doctor) he's been seeing said that the cancer going to spread with the operation.
[Please pray together with me :) for him]
4. so we're watching Laskar Pelangi last night, it's kinda like Indo's version of slumdog millionaire :p my mom and dad is from Belitung Island in indo and apparently the movie was about Belitung-kid, they filmed everything there :) a little promotion, i always thought that Belitung is better than Bali :) it's undiscovered before :) therefore undeveloped :( unlike bali. My parents said that because of the movie a lot of tourists actually go to belitung now. here's sneak preview of how beautiful belitung is, you can browse different pictures. It's a really good movie :) it's about the importance/hardship of education. This poor kid (who's the main character) is a successful man today, and this story is about him and his classmates and his dedicated teacher. This movie was a success in Indo and they dedicated some of the profit to further education in the poor-school.
5. my bff and his fiancee were here over the weekend. Man! i miss having her around :) her bubbly-ness just bubbling everyone :) i miss her already, but thank God in 2 weeks, I'll have another visits :) she's an amazing baker/person! kekekekeke, she was here for the wedding and during the ceremony i shed a single tear so she said to me: "don't cry more than me on my wedding!" hahahah, i think i will dude! :p

Phew... sorry if it's too long :)
I just want to end today's update with the song that we sang yesterday at church, it really gives me strength:
I know who holds tomorrow

Great is Thy faithfullness

so last sunday we're talking about how waiting and wondering can be.
it is exactly how i feel right now.
Clueless - -"
Things aren't going like how i wanted to be - -"

However this verse stuck in my head and i wanted to share it with you guys:

Genesis 15
God's Covenant With Abram
1 After this, the word of the LORD came to Abram in a vision:
"Do not be afraid, Abram.
I am your shield, [a]
your very great reward. [b] "

I feel like God is trying to tell me the same thing:
After this, the word of the LORD came to Nana through sunday sermon:
"Do not be afraid, na.
I am your shield,
your very great reward. "


2 Timothy 2:13 (New International Version)

13if we are faithless,
he will remain faithful,
for he cannot disown himself.

*blushed*
Thank God for an awesome God!