Audited

So yea, my auditor is going to come today to audit our month-end stuffs...
i hope i do good. i hate it when when i think that i've prepared , but yet sometimes there's another hole that i'm un-aware of :[

So the same thing goes with my life :[
i thank God for using my bible studies to help audit me :]
and the result is: i didn't do so well... i have holes all over :/
i'm quite dissapointed with my true answer... because i KNOW what i believe, what i suppose to believe, but i'm not living it, which is also mean i don't really believe :[

choices to be or not to be a woman of God. what do you believe about God, is He good or is He not? choose child. That question is kinda like the theme on the book and for some reason keep ringing and bugging me after our BS session on tuesday. and i know probably that is because i'm dissapointed at myself. i know what i'm suppose to do, but i'm not doing it. i'm really sorry Lord... thank you for being so patient with me.

Life's been hard :[ and i have always been amazed at people who's worshiping God with full-passion still; despite of, inspite of. Always wanna be one. So maybe now God's giving me a chance... for me to choose, say and act.

"I believe that God is good."

I have known the Father's care for me
He's been good.. He's been good
Through it all He's always there for me
God's been (so) good to me

Through the storm.. Through the night
Come what may everything will be alright
I have known the Father's care for me
God's been good to me


*blushed*

TGIF :)

introducing my friend nahing
:) (taken from our g-chat session)

Natalia: guess what i had for dinner last night
me: rabbit? gaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh T.T
Natalia: HAHAHAHA
oh yeah, forgot to pick that up from your house..
me: - -"
Natalia: maybe one day...
haha i had chicken nuggets i haven't had that since davis!
anyway, i burned them gosong
me: you burned them AGAIN?
*smack hand to YOUR head*
- -" *geleng2*
Natalia: hahahaha
i duno how!! they always burn
me: pake oven lbi enak
Natalia: no matter the temperature
me: jgn pake microwave
Natalia: or for how long
iya ini pake oven
me: they should tell u on THE BOXXXX
Natalia: hahahaa
i dont like to read
me: omg - -"
Natalia: masakin dong...
hahaha
Sent at 11:05 AM on Friday
me: moyung - -"
ci jenny's head will surely be copot this time she hear this story
Natalia: hahaha
we like to make her geleng her kepala and make her cry :)
hahaha we're so loving

*blushed* from malu-ness - -"

:)

Blessed!

I just wanna share one of the proof that I really am blessed :)
I'm surrounded by friends of God that always encourage me
Check my I FOLLOW list on the bottom right --->
This one is taken from Fonda's blog, she is a gifted writer with a wonderful heart!

Be still

Another quote that’s too good to be kept for myself:
"We need to wait on God, NOT because we need answers, but because He is WORTHY of being waited upon" - Alicia Britt Chole
Take heart, seek diligently, be patient and be still.

*blushed*