So yea, my auditor is going to come today to audit our month-end stuffs...
i hope i do good. i hate it when when i think that i've prepared , but yet sometimes there's another hole that i'm un-aware of :[
So the same thing goes with my life :[
i thank God for using my bible studies to help audit me :]
and the result is: i didn't do so well... i have holes all over :/
i'm quite dissapointed with my true answer... because i KNOW what i believe, what i suppose to believe, but i'm not living it, which is also mean i don't really believe :[
choices to be or not to be a woman of God. what do you believe about God, is He good or is He not? choose child. That question is kinda like the theme on the book and for some reason keep ringing and bugging me after our BS session on tuesday. and i know probably that is because i'm dissapointed at myself. i know what i'm suppose to do, but i'm not doing it. i'm really sorry Lord... thank you for being so patient with me.
Life's been hard :[ and i have always been amazed at people who's worshiping God with full-passion still; despite of, inspite of. Always wanna be one. So maybe now God's giving me a chance... for me to choose, say and act.
"I believe that God is good."
I have known the Father's care for me
He's been good.. He's been good
Through it all He's always there for me
God's been (so) good to me
Through the storm.. Through the night
Come what may everything will be alright
I have known the Father's care for me
God's been good to me
*blushed*
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
TGIF :)
introducing my friend nahing
:) (taken from our g-chat session)
Natalia: guess what i had for dinner last night
me: rabbit? gaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh T.T
Natalia: HAHAHAHA
oh yeah, forgot to pick that up from your house..
me: - -"
Natalia: maybe one day...
haha i had chicken nuggets i haven't had that since davis!
anyway, i burned them gosong
me: you burned them AGAIN?
*smack hand to YOUR head*
- -" *geleng2*
Natalia: hahahaha
i duno how!! they always burn
me: pake oven lbi enak
Natalia: no matter the temperature
me: jgn pake microwave
Natalia: or for how long
iya ini pake oven
me: they should tell u on THE BOXXXX
Natalia: hahahaa
i dont like to read
me: omg - -"
Natalia: masakin dong...
hahaha
Sent at 11:05 AM on Friday
me: moyung - -"
ci jenny's head will surely be copot this time she hear this story
Natalia: hahaha
we like to make her geleng her kepala and make her cry :)
hahaha we're so loving
*blushed* from malu-ness - -"
:) (taken from our g-chat session)
Natalia: guess what i had for dinner last night
me: rabbit? gaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh T.T
Natalia: HAHAHAHA
oh yeah, forgot to pick that up from your house..
me: - -"
Natalia: maybe one day...
haha i had chicken nuggets i haven't had that since davis!
anyway, i burned them gosong
me: you burned them AGAIN?
*smack hand to YOUR head*
- -" *geleng2*
Natalia: hahahaha
i duno how!! they always burn
me: pake oven lbi enak
Natalia: no matter the temperature
me: jgn pake microwave
Natalia: or for how long
iya ini pake oven
me: they should tell u on THE BOXXXX
Natalia: hahahaa
i dont like to read
me: omg - -"
Natalia: masakin dong...
hahaha
Sent at 11:05 AM on Friday
me: moyung - -"
ci jenny's head will surely be copot this time she hear this story
Natalia: hahaha
we like to make her geleng her kepala and make her cry :)
hahaha we're so loving
*blushed* from malu-ness - -"
Friday, October 2, 2009
Blessed!
I just wanna share one of the proof that I really am blessed :)
I'm surrounded by friends of God that always encourage me
Check my I FOLLOW list on the bottom right --->
This one is taken from Fonda's blog, she is a gifted writer with a wonderful heart!
Be still
Another quote that’s too good to be kept for myself:
"We need to wait on God, NOT because we need answers, but because He is WORTHY of being waited upon" - Alicia Britt Chole
Take heart, seek diligently, be patient and be still.
*blushed*
I'm surrounded by friends of God that always encourage me
Check my I FOLLOW list on the bottom right --->
This one is taken from Fonda's blog, she is a gifted writer with a wonderful heart!
Be still
Another quote that’s too good to be kept for myself:
"We need to wait on God, NOT because we need answers, but because He is WORTHY of being waited upon" - Alicia Britt Chole
Take heart, seek diligently, be patient and be still.
*blushed*
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Don't worry, be happy
*Gasp!* is the end of september
that means i HAVE TO wake up - -"
as usual i'm never ready - -"
anyway,
We're just starting to use the One month to live book on one of my bible study
On the 1st chapter we're doing self assesment-sort of :o)
1st part for people to review on you and the 2nd one is for you to review yourself.
I'm kinda dissapointed on myself on the people review. It seems like i haven't really been doing things that really matter T.T and i didn't get my priority right.
At the end of the assesment, they asked us to put 5 things we wanna do if we only have 1 month to live and we have to start doing 1 of those things this week :) so one of my commitment is "I choose to be happier" :']
It's been a while since i feel happy :(
Things are not going my way :( and maybe they never will :(
It's really hard to accept things you don't like and to let go things you do like :(
(notice on the number of :( T.T and - -" -> you'll know that i'm not happy)
So the application is: for me to journal on the things that i should be thankful for instead of looking at the negatives and start complaining like i always do :(
so here it it is:
Sept 17'09 - I thank God for my bible study: for the reminder, encouragement and accountability :)
Sept 18'09 - I thank God because He never give up on me, I thank God for a treasured-friendship :) <3 yossi and ci en2
Sept 19'09 - I thank God for Houston trip and being able to enjoy good food. I thank God for puting a smile on my face :) throughout the trip!
Sept 20'09 - I thank God for CALIFORNIA's weather, it's trully the best :p
Sept 21'09 - I thank God for the power and strength You've given so I can survive the monday at work :p
Sept 22'09 - I thank God for showering me enough love and grace to deal with unpleasant situation/ difficult people :p
Sept 23'09 - I thank God for God's protection and presence unto Pho2's life. She is 83 years old today :)
Sept 24'09 - I thank God for giving me enough energy to move and to stay WAY pass my bed time :p
Sept 25'09 - I thank God that I can spent time with ci en2 today despite all the moving-hectic :)
Sept 26'09 - I thank God :) for ci jenny :) + nahing + ci en2. I thank God for the wonderful and the super majestic view, You are trully an awesome awesome God! (i'll post the pictures of our trip one of these days :)) *tears of joy*
Sept 27'09 - I thank God for Your presence in my life :) i'm really sad with the goodbye, really tired with the moving and nearly breakdown after miso's cage :( but I thank God for holding me up in all situations :)
Sept 28'09 - I thank God for You always watch over me :) through little things, You show that you care. 1 Peter 5:7 :) Thank God for the shopping cart :p
Sept 29'09 - I thank God for my lil' chat with Fonda, we both agree that we need to do more praying :) and also thank God for the time we can spend time with Irene before she went back to indo
Sept 30'09 - Thank God that today is pay-day :p :) Thank you for providing my needs.
Notice the number of :)?
*blushed*
that means i HAVE TO wake up - -"
as usual i'm never ready - -"
anyway,
We're just starting to use the One month to live book on one of my bible study
On the 1st chapter we're doing self assesment-sort of :o)
1st part for people to review on you and the 2nd one is for you to review yourself.
I'm kinda dissapointed on myself on the people review. It seems like i haven't really been doing things that really matter T.T and i didn't get my priority right.
At the end of the assesment, they asked us to put 5 things we wanna do if we only have 1 month to live and we have to start doing 1 of those things this week :) so one of my commitment is "I choose to be happier" :']
It's been a while since i feel happy :(
Things are not going my way :( and maybe they never will :(
It's really hard to accept things you don't like and to let go things you do like :(
(notice on the number of :( T.T and - -" -> you'll know that i'm not happy)
So the application is: for me to journal on the things that i should be thankful for instead of looking at the negatives and start complaining like i always do :(
so here it it is:
Sept 17'09 - I thank God for my bible study: for the reminder, encouragement and accountability :)
Sept 18'09 - I thank God because He never give up on me, I thank God for a treasured-friendship :) <3 yossi and ci en2
Sept 19'09 - I thank God for Houston trip and being able to enjoy good food. I thank God for puting a smile on my face :) throughout the trip!
Sept 20'09 - I thank God for CALIFORNIA's weather, it's trully the best :p
Sept 21'09 - I thank God for the power and strength You've given so I can survive the monday at work :p
Sept 22'09 - I thank God for showering me enough love and grace to deal with unpleasant situation/ difficult people :p
Sept 23'09 - I thank God for God's protection and presence unto Pho2's life. She is 83 years old today :)
Sept 24'09 - I thank God for giving me enough energy to move and to stay WAY pass my bed time :p
Sept 25'09 - I thank God that I can spent time with ci en2 today despite all the moving-hectic :)
Sept 26'09 - I thank God :) for ci jenny :) + nahing + ci en2. I thank God for the wonderful and the super majestic view, You are trully an awesome awesome God! (i'll post the pictures of our trip one of these days :)) *tears of joy*
Sept 27'09 - I thank God for Your presence in my life :) i'm really sad with the goodbye, really tired with the moving and nearly breakdown after miso's cage :( but I thank God for holding me up in all situations :)
Sept 28'09 - I thank God for You always watch over me :) through little things, You show that you care. 1 Peter 5:7 :) Thank God for the shopping cart :p
Sept 29'09 - I thank God for my lil' chat with Fonda, we both agree that we need to do more praying :) and also thank God for the time we can spend time with Irene before she went back to indo
Sept 30'09 - Thank God that today is pay-day :p :) Thank you for providing my needs.
Notice the number of :)?
*blushed*
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wake me up when september ends...
Hehehehehe :)
The weather is starting to drop. It was raining sunday night and it's been cool/cold since. I'm gonna blame it to the weather for making me lazy - -" to do anything, if i could i would stay in bed all day! :) I think the weather has made everyone feeling under the weather, yeah everyone excepts me...
My roomate is not feeling well yesterday she had a fever, she's getting better later on the day but i'm scared that this morning she might feel sick again. Morning is like the worst for sick-people! >.<
My baby maxie is sick :( baby, aunty miss hugging you and kissing you and playing with you :) I hope you get well real soon :) Praying for your speedy recovery :) I miss your eye-smile! :)
So, I have always wanted to be sick, to just spend my sick day! I know, i know you probably think i'm crazy - -" hehehehehe but the matter of a fact is: I rarely sick. I guess I have to thank God for that. I never been sick enough to appreciate health :( I'm sorry Lord for taking things for granted.
Reminder:
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
*blushed*
The weather is starting to drop. It was raining sunday night and it's been cool/cold since. I'm gonna blame it to the weather for making me lazy - -" to do anything, if i could i would stay in bed all day! :) I think the weather has made everyone feeling under the weather, yeah everyone excepts me...
My roomate is not feeling well yesterday she had a fever, she's getting better later on the day but i'm scared that this morning she might feel sick again. Morning is like the worst for sick-people! >.<
My baby maxie is sick :( baby, aunty miss hugging you and kissing you and playing with you :) I hope you get well real soon :) Praying for your speedy recovery :) I miss your eye-smile! :)
So, I have always wanted to be sick, to just spend my sick day! I know, i know you probably think i'm crazy - -" hehehehehe but the matter of a fact is: I rarely sick. I guess I have to thank God for that. I never been sick enough to appreciate health :( I'm sorry Lord for taking things for granted.
Reminder:
1 Corinthians 6:19-20
19Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
*blushed*
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