2012

Happy New Year!!!
I spent my new year's eve at home after church watching fireworks from tv and my balcony! while having sate-lontong for dinner :D

It's aamaaziingg fireworks all over the world, and super-loud and noisy fireworks all over my complex, like literally until 2am or more - -" i was watching tv and i barely hear the tv because the fireworks surrounding my house was that loud, and it's a fancy big fireworks too it's not just simply petasan. At times like this i miss US for valuing the rules on residential areas. And this is come from me -> the girl who ADORES fireworks hahahahah, i always wish that disney's 20 min fireworks was longerrr but after that night of 4-5 hours fireworks i beg it to stop d(-_-)b

We have church the next morning and everyone was complaining the same thing, they said that it feels like in the middle of world-war :D and just chatted with a friend of mine on the other side of Jakarta, she was experiencing the same thing too. So new years eve, Jakarta sky was FULL; literally by fireworks! and the morning after was also FULL; with trash :( so saaddd

Despite the noisy-ness, i thank God that i could spent it with my parents having our ritual prayers of thanksgiving and hopes together, surrounded by good food and the warmth of families. My dad is funny, he mistakenly said: happy birthday instead of happy new year :D

i was going to look for fireworks picture but then i stumble upon this picture:

I wish i could see more of the signs they carried.
That's kinda cool to be angry FREE in 2012 :)

I always feel bummed out by new year because i always feel i'm behind i haven't accomplish anything :( and i don't dare to do things as well and that's probably why i haven't accomplish anything - -"

But i stumble upon my friend's status on facebook that said: new year, if you're still around means another chance :)

Cheers for 2nd chances :')
*blushed*